I swear I'll never come home! I'm a mess, can't contain all the lies and the hate That fuel my bitter existence. Come show me a better way. Torn between two cities, I mourn the death of my dreams. Everything happens so fast I can't get a grip on reality. All this time and I still don't know why, I can't get out of these fucking doldrums and back to the daylight. Every single day is the same. I only want the chance to rearrange. No you can't move on to the future, if you're still living in the past. I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last. All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds, And turn away from anything that can bring me down. I look around but there's not a sound. You don't make a sound. Step away so I can see the former mistakes that define me. All I can gather is nothings cheap. Apparently I am my own worst enemy. I am my own worst enemy. Fuck. No you can't move on to the future, if you're still living in the past. I turn my back but it never lasts, it will never last. All that I can do is try to pull myself out of the clouds, And turn away from anything that can bring me down. I look around but there's not a sound. You don't make a sound. I will always stay within the light. Kill all hesitation.