You don't have to say it
I know I fucked up
I give in
I give up
I'm in fucking misery
My self worth's grown close to none
I can't live another day with myself
I'm so far gone
I'm so lost
I'm done
OH NOOO
Look where my mistakes have brought me
I drink alone but the bottles run empty
And I know that there will be a day
I'll die alone
But it's better than living today
I've lost myself more and more each day
And now I don't even recognize
The face that's staring back at me
(Is this all I am??)
I'm at my lowest peak
In a battle with myself
And I'm facing defeat
But is this the end?
Can we ride up and put life in its place?
Can I get a hold of myself?
Or will I forever be.
All I've become, all I am is WORTHLESS
(All I've become, all that I am)
I've lost myself
More and more each day
And now I don't even recognize
The face that's staring back at me
Is there ever a high if you don't feel a low
I'm caught in an endless cycle of non control
Can I gain control of myself
Or will my emotions destroy everything else?
(BLLLEEEEGGGHHHHH)
Is there a hope for a better tomorrow
After all the bridges that I've burnt today?
I grasp for hope
But hope keeps sleeping away
(God fucking dammit)
FUCK THIS
I hurt my loves ones with the words that I say
I've cause problems that won't go away
I swear to god it used to not be this way
I'm so worthless
I'M SO WORTHLESSSSS
FUCKING WORTH-
-LESSSSSS
This pain will never fade
I can't take another day
They'll say that I can change
But I know it's too late
This pain will never fade
I'm forever lost in dreams
As I fade away from reach
I can hear the heavens weep