Day after day, I care a little less
Sleep life away, try to escape the stress!
Time overlaps, it seems a cruel joke
A grueling 9 to 5, I'm barely breaking broke!
Every single face, it always is the same
Another day has crept, I think I've gone insane!
I dread to wake today, to live it's all in vain
My life could fade away; my death is all I gain!
I could lose it all!
It wouldn't mean a thing to me
I could end it all!
Only thing to set me free
Down, down, spiral down
Deeper into solemn grief
Victim of a strong belief
That praying hands will set me free
Drown, drown, frantic drown
Deep into my own abyss
Sinking in, I don't exist
To my own sense I'm stripped of bliss
Time and time again, I cannot forget
The days that never were, the life from me has drained!
Every single face, I cannot recall
Amongst an endless horde, where I do not exist!
My every waking thought, with who I'll never be
The world I'll never see, inside my dreams have rot!
Stuck in days before, stuck in every thought
A life I can't restore, A slave to my own fear!
This Hell I can't deny
I wonder how this God exists
Disturbing thoughts of my demise
Convincing me I can't resist
Every day engulfed in misery
All I need is just a single push
Fleeting stating immersed in ecstasy
This is the only way!
Into the bottle sink, A friend to misery
Toxic bliss I drink, to numb the agony
Needle pierce the skin, a friend to my demise
My wallet's wearing thin, can't help my self-despise!
Discomfort found in God, I'm left to deal alone
His constant absence odd, my path is the unknown!
Into the nothing drift, I slowly fade away
Death greats me with his gift, this is the only way!
This Hell I can't deny
I wonder how this God exists
Disturbing thoughts of my demise
Convincing me I can't resist
Every day engulfed in misery
All I need is just a single push
Fleeting stating immersed in ecstasy
This is the only way!