Pain, all I feel is pain My life goes down the drain And my dreams become in vain Void, this eternal void Incites me to destroy And lets me stray like a toy This is why my solitude Nourish my despair My terrific attitude Minimize my will to beware Where my solitude Takes control of me My terrific attitude Minimize my will to live I'm hiding my insanity To control self-therapy Fortify my bleeding light Blow this fucking dynamite Trapped, trapped in my own mind I feel so undefended And leave myself behind This is why my solitude Nourish my despair My terrific attitude Minimize my will to beware Where my solitude Takes control of me My terrific attitude Minimize my will to live Death, death is drawing near No one had to show me That all hope is gone for me And as I slowly rot I feel my time is up My blacklist I compile Regret my suicide Why my solitude Nourish my despair My terrific attitude Minimize my will to beware Where my solitude Takes control of me My terrific attitude Minimize my will to live My body is shaped through hate That I once loved now I know Hate doesn't heal my soul To reveal what I believe Do you believe? You better believe Words of wisdom Once passed my intelligent mind Now I know my state of mind From day to day turns into a void Do you believe? You better believe