Ready to die, it's no Biggie No surprise, no pity Lived a couple lives go ahead and slide, hope I take a couple with me Made a couple dollars it got tricky quickly What'chu expect? Play stupid games you flyin' easy jet Bratislava, Utrecht Something felt off before I even left So when I saw the missed calls, I knew what was next Didn't have to open the text Stupid prizes, couple's therapy on Zoom It's a train wreck My evil eye ward off hex though FaceTime declined, I'm trying to live in the moment like death row The sunset in the desert, red glow, redness in the west I sip Mexico's best slow, Mezcal Negroni Sittin' atop the corral smokin', watching unbroken wild ponies Run wild at sundown Only the lonely big tree like a sundial Continental breakfast, stick and weave, tuck and roll I can't take you with me, but I be on your phone You can take it out anytime you wanna know where I've been goin' Nothin' out in Texas feels like weeks on the road Pissin' Mississippi, stopped in New Mexico I ain't seen my folks And strangely I feel right at home on my own Three hobos, one clarinet Black rainbows, the night wept The room smelled like Marrakesh Dubstep drift in the window, I sit at the desk It's a party outside, some half, some overdressed They was goin' off during Playboi Carti set Now they in the halls partyin' Checkin' they phones, bass shake the walls I'm smokin' alone in a cardigan Thinkin' of home The cannabis single origin waffle cone Went back down to the bar again wig blown Afterparty packed like Parliament Asscheeks and cheekbones, lips slightly parted Butter wouldn't melt, I gave em' margarine I'm lookin' like the help or someone who just wandered in The vibe is animal pelts Chunky rings, clunky shoes, lots of ink Dudes who order everybody's drink Really I'm just waiting for my phone to ping I'm thinkin' 'bout you when I'm supposed to be thinkin' 'bout other things I don't go to sleep, I tread water 'til I sink Continental breakfast, stick and weave, tuck and roll I can't take you with me, but I be on your phone You can take it out anytime you wanna know where I've been goin' Nothin' out in Texas feels like weeks from the road Pissin' Mississippi, stopped in New Mexico I ain't seen my folks And strangely I feel right at home on my own On my own On my own On my own