As a young girl at 14, I remember
That my grandfather would always talk to me about the bible
I would always see him reading the bible
And every time we had guests
He would always talk about the amazing stories
Of miracles that God did for his people
Being my grandfather's favorite, we spent a lot of time together
And he would always talk about Jesus and God's amazing love
But I was too busy having fun and so all those stories
Just went in one ear and out the other
Well l guess, like everyone else, I wanted to experience the many things about life
But there was one thing that he said that stuck to me
He said, "Kuh, the bible says if you pray asking anything
In Jesus name, you will get what you want"
I thought wow! That's great, so without asking or doubting l did
I realize now that one thing my father said to me
Became a seed of faith that brought blessings in my life
The bible says that the name Jesus is a name above all names
But what I didn't know was that
There were many more things that I should have known about Jesus
Right after college, I went straight into singing
I put a show band together called The Music and Magic
In a short time we became very popular and the rest, as they say, is history
Having a successful career in show business made me feel that
Somehow I could be in control of situations in my life
My financial security made me feel that
I could solve almost all of my problems
In other words, I was a kind of person who felt could do anything
I don't get easily discouraged
Whatever I put my mind to, l know I could do
But the problem I encountered in my marriage
I realized could not be solved in any of my capacity
Not all the money in the world could solve it
I lost all faith in this God of the universe, the God of the impossible
I lost control of everything
Kuh Ledesma couldn't put back the pieces together
I felt like I was a dead person walking and nothing mattered
I didn't understand what was going on
Two weeks went by, and it must have been the darkest time of my life