Blank stares and whispers As i ponder and sit still Trying to figure out How i am still here Day in and day out Sleepless nights adding up I'm consumed by the thought of Wanting nothing more but to get out Fighting with myself again Over everything that i've said When will it sink in? I want to be different I'm fucking sick and tired of Being a walking contradiction And so the story goes Back and forth Everything you have thought Couldn't have been more wrong I bet you're lying awake Thinking i'm not worth your while A bit suspicious I find it that you've let Yourself disappear And cut off our friendship You say i'm to blame When we're both playing games Oh, but it's all my fault It's all my fault