There's a complicated feeling in my chest I can usually articulate, it's different from the rest I worry if I can't get control of my emotions... I will lose my mind forever, in the end it will all be hopeless No such thing as neutral Got my highs, Got my lows Now I can't tell what's up so I'm just floating with the smoke So hold your glasses high pour some out before you drink A toast for fallen legends, light a path for me to lead Beginning of the track I'm rappin' like this was an outro Gettin' caught up in the feelings like, everything comes out straight gold Tell me that this wasn't monatomic I do this for myself you couldn't try to stop me Preparation will make things happen A little here A little there I'm here I'm happy Switching it up from the slow up Bout time that I get up and go now Get movin' I'm feeling a flow When I get High it goes down When I get low, can't get up Here I am, there I was Good god how far I've come My stars are lining up Autonomy my Chakras bruh Come at me, I show all love In my head I'm going nuts My view I'm coming up I'm losing my mind They will never know I'm psycho acting normal I'm normal acting out Maybe that's the psycho tryna find a way to sprout Well imma kill him if I have to or find another route I talk a lot about losing my mind Bc I Have Trade it in what I got in return was a gifted gab What I do from here on out is up to me you see don't fuck with me Kill it every chance I get If you doubting me you best believe I talk a lot about losing my mind Bc I Have Trade it in what I got in return was a gifted gab What I do from here on out is up to me you see don't fuck with me Kill it every chance I get If you doubting me you best believe I talk a lot about losing my mind It comes around then disappears on a dime It comes around when it wants It's got a mind of it's own I'm through with searching I ain't wasting my time I'm moving on I'm moving on I'm moving on I'm moving on