I've made myself cry, do you know how? I'm coming on clear, i didn't see the end Do you know how to hold me when i'm down? Do you taste me when i'm not around? Brush into my tears I'm loaded again Brush into my tears I'm loaded again Songs in someone's head in someone else's hand Truth it may come in my pen is running from Pick up my pace flying for the day Kicking screaming turn the other way Brush into my tears I'm loaded again Brush into my tears I'm loaded again