I know that I've been thinking too much About the way that things are changing It doesn't seem it real I don't feel a thing I don't feel a thing I've never felt so damn helpless And I won't lie it's bringing me to realize The things that have been boiling my blood have been nothing Still lately I've been getting these feelings There's something nagging at my mind Is there still meaning left to find? Talk to me Feel like I've met so many people and I've yet to see More than a glimpse of who they are And now I'm constantly, desperately Trying to make up for lost time I need to live my life and get out of my head Cuz I cannot fight this feeling That comes and goes when the high is dead When I remember everyone's leaving Pick one of several ways to dive in blindly Should it all come crashing down You know where to find me Talk to me Feel like I carry my own thoughts and I just want to see If you can tell whether I'm being who I ought to be Talk to me about the things that keep you up at night The times seemed so endless My life's rearranging The season's expired And everything's changing I need more aimless nights on dugouts under the sky Need more time to think Less unspoken goodbyes It's bad enough that I've wasted half my time It's hard to trust but I know it'll be just fine