Lately I find myself Putting on the same clothes everyday Trying to recapture The way it went And I find myself Crying in my bed Lying like I'm dead I'm crazy in my head And oh, I know That the days run And my heart is black And my soul is lost in a maze of hate (Chorus) I don't wanna feel this hurt I don't wanna feel this pain I don't wanna be in silence but you took my words away I don't wanna be inside I don't wanna be alone But I know I will be on my own, my own Oh, on my own Lately I find myself Sleeping alone with my phone Hoping to hear you voice say That I'm coming home And I find myself Rearranging my thoughts Reversing this heart Returning being from And I know That the days run And my heart is black And my soul is lost in a maze of hate Chorus 1x How am I gonna freeze tomorrow When it doesn't seem fair And you let people discover such sorrow And you don't even care And I don't wanna feel this hurt And I don't wanna feel this pain Chorus 2x