I don't even wanna fuckin' think about Baby mama drama got me feelin' sour Put me on pause yo I'm luckin' out Not without the pain and the scream and shoutin' and I believe I put myself in trouble Tryna resurface above the rubble Couldn't even bring myself to be without Your trickery Manipulation on loud I'm tired of waitin' for you to change baby Supposed to be somethin' so beautiful I'm not weak I'm just contemplatin' Startin' all over again I'm writin' it down singin' it loud It's a survival letter Crush the dark in the cloud Singin' it loud It's a survival letter I can't even dress myself the way I like Rock my favorite hairstyle The way I want to You're becoming a pestilence in my life That I can't deny Made a mistake with you I cannot admit that I was wrong, yeah I cannot admit that I was wrong, yeah I cannot admit that I was wrong, No I'm tired of waitin' for you to change baby Supposed to be somethin' so beautiful I'm not weak I'm just contemplatin' Startin' all over again I'm writin' it down singin' it loud It's a survival letter Crush the dark in the cloud Singin' it loud It's a survival letter