I wanna be a stranger today And act so strange in my own way. The smile I wear is nothing but fake. I hope I sleep before I wake. I hold my breath and count to ten, Afraid to go to sleep again. With shaking hands I grab a pen, Afraid to write the same again. And nothing's worth the pain. Four more lines and I'll keep quiet. I guess there's nothing left to say. Two more lines and it doesn't feel right. I guess that's easy for me to say. I found sleep in a pill. It takes my mind so far away. I won't drink the drinks I spill.