I've done some things that make me hate myself I brush it off but maybe I don't look so well These new confessions don't make me proud They're never pretty, but soon you'll find that out And it's part of the problem you couldn't solve You're taking it personal, but I mean no harm I try to be stable but fall apart Fall apart Chasing the silver lining Finding the up when I am down like this Won't you let me stay down like this? Nothing but good intentions Wasting away when I stay low like this Won't you let me stay low like this? Eyes tortured hearts in ways I've never felt I push away the things they say will help I blame it all on my destructive self 'Cause there's a pattern in the hand I'm dealt And it's part of the problem you couldn't solve Don't want you to stick with me, you better run And I don't appreciate what I've become I've become Chasing the silver lining Finding the up when I am down like this Won't you let me stay down like this? Nothing but good intentions Wasting away when I stay low like this Won't you let me stay low like this? ♪ I'm supposed to say "forgive me" You're supposed to say "if only" I've done some things that make me hate myself I've done some things that make me hate myself Chasing the silver lining Finding the up when I am down like this Won't you let me stay down like this? Nothing but good intentions Wasting away when I stay low like this Won't you let me stay low like this?