The hatred that falls upon from my past Appears now I fear, my hatred Of loosing myself I just closed my eyes I made myself nonexistent While loosing my ego I prayed to be forgiven It comes one after another Deaths, days, weeks, massacres Waiting for the sun to rise again The tears of hatred are flowing down my eyes I feel the pain inside me Every move I make drives me more to a dead-end I'm closing my eyes I'm loosing my mind The tears of hatred are flowing down my eyes I know I wont't be taken To the lands that I want to go I want it to have an end When the only thing that I can do is to bloodshed