Baby I'm hurt Tryna make you leave my mind it don't work I was deep in you lies My heart is dead girl come search I made you shine All you ever did was put through dirt Looking at my past What you did what I deserve You said I was it but you never put me first And maybe I was just looking for love But you couldn't wait to fuck it up Now I got drugs up in my cup I'm on the come up Now you acting so hung up Baby yeah you're so fucked up Shut the fuck up Stop calling my phone I'm not gonna pick All you ever did was lie I'm searching for light My rooms been getting empty cold during the night I've been doing drugs tryna full the void I don't fall in love That's what you destroyed I make all them bitches cry Sometimes Tears of joy My tongue don't even lie I'm a man baby I'm not your toy Only love my mama I'm her baby boy But going down the road I been through there's things you can't avoid Looking back at my post decisions I wish I made a better choice Baby, I'm hurt Tryna make you leave my mind it don't work I was deep in you lies My heart is dead girl come search I made you shine All you ever did was put through dirt Looking at my past What you did what I deserve Baby I'm hurt Tryna make you leave my mind it don't work I was deep in you lies My heart is dead girl come search I made you shine All you ever did was put through dirt Looking at my past What you did what I deserve