I don't know who I am Am I even human? Every night I sell my soul I forgot your birthday And I'm dressed in rags I shouldn't drink, I'll lose control And I know I'm a mess But at least I know how I can make you laugh like no one else Such a mess But at least I've always been myself Without no magic spells Oh no No one knows my secret No one knows my heart 'Cause it's always on the run I don't know what I'm doing I don't know where I'm going And I don't even know where I come from I confess Say you'll stay 'Cause it's more than just an ordinary day Before you go There is something that you need to let me know Before you leave However cruel your answer is Be honest please I'm waiting on my knees Will you stand by me finally The day when we grow old Would you fall asleep right next to me When my hands are cold I'm a mess But at least I know how I can make you shine like no one else Such a mess But at least I've always been myself Without no magic spells