How does it feel All this times been wasted I was caught staring at the ceiling Eyes bloodshot Who are you accusing? Always fleeing back to that false sense of courage 1 foot out the door I fell face to the floor can't think anymore Who are you accusing? Expect disappointment Forgiveness is key The problem isn't me with you It's you with me Expect forgiveness Disappointment is the key The problem isn't me with you It's you with me I'm losing my way home or maybe I'm just losing sleep I just regain my self control Cuz I've been pulling out my teeth And there's gotta be a better way Is this the master plan And this vice will be the end of me but this is where I stand There is no pride being the one to cause your own demise There's no comfort in being the bastard son There is no prize at the end of a wasted life I looked into the reflection All I saw was my deception It brought me closer Near a steep peak To a sink hole Growing so deep Bury me under the ground Let the roots take their place Move them right through me A proper grave for a hollow man For better or for worse I remain unchanged.