Shit I'm lost, and I don't feel like I exist
I'm inside of a simulation, it is what it is
I feel fake, cause now the colors they look gray
This universe is poison my mental illness is cliche
Whenever I'm alone, I feel like I'm a deepfake
A million fucking streams, stroke my ego, make me keep faith
Blocked all of my irls, I fucking hate those snakes
Avah up next, dpdr fueled her damn hate
I hate your fucking guts
Go get hit by a bus
I took your drugs, and now I'm lost, and I'm fucking concussed
I'm taking shot after shot if I ever lose her love
But I don't really give a fuck if you live or die, stupid cunt
Running out of time, yeah I'm running out of luck
I'm feeling less faded, pass the fucking blunt
Who are you, I'm dead, you're real, I'm not
Dpdr makes me feel like nothing
I've gone through depression and anxiety
But it can't compare
No, it can't compare
I go into an episode like every single month
I'm coming out of episodes I'm wondering where I gone
A couple months ago, I was so fucking lost
I woke up in the morning with an iv mark
Baby, you say that you love me
And you're my future wifey
Our future life is spicy, hanging by the sea
Living in a dream world with hppd, but you're all I need
Who are you again, is this all the end?
My memorys gone, please don't play pretend
Through all my mental illness
The love of my life is a 10 out of 10
But I'm too dead, to experience it
Through all the pain, and all the dread
I wouldn't need to be saved by you
If it wasn't for them
I hate your fucking guts
Go get hit by a bus
I took your drugs, and now I'm lost, and I'm fucking concussed
I'm taking shot after shot if I ever lose her love
But I don't really give a fuck if you live or die, stupid cunt
Running out of time, yeah I'm running out of luck
I'm feeling less faded, pass the fucking blunt
Who are you, I'm dead, you're real, I'm not
Sh sh sh
Shut the fuck up
Shut the fuck up
Yuh, yuh, yuh, yuh
Existential dread
Stuck in my head
When i die
Let my soul come back before that day, cause now i
I hate your fucking guts
Go get hit by a bus
I took your drugs, and now I'm lost, and I'm fucking concussed
I'm taking shot after shot if I ever lose her love
But I don't really give a fuck if you live or die, stupid cunt
Running out of time, yeah I'm running out of luck
I'm feeling less faded, pass the fucking blunt
Who are you, I'm dead, you're real, I'm not