Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain
I was only 17 now I'm lost and I can't see
All the memories they're burning up inside of me
Man I don't know where to go what to do what to say
I can't run from this pain feeling tired everyday
Feelings I keep locked away
I can't break them out their cage
Cause I'm scared of what you'll say
I wish I could run away
Leave this town fade away
My head got me trapped again
Now I know I can't escape
Looks like I'll stay another day
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you