Thought I had a good soul Don't know where it went Now it's all ego All I do is shit and pay rent And I try and try again to feel indifferent Don't know where it went Was it ever there There's a feeling that you get when it all fits in your head Every now and then I swear I see it I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control Everything is better if you leave it alone I thought I was ready for the real thing Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone If I find a reason, never letting it go I know what it feels like And it's a hell of a feeling It's a hell of a feeling I don't even know if I feel it Thought I had a baby Don't know where she went Haven't really tried looking Don't know if I care But then I try to let it go and it keeps burning Funny cause she put me through hell Maybe I did it to myself There's a feeling that you get when it all fits in your head Every now and then I swear I see it I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control Everything is better if you leave it alone I thought I was ready for the real thing Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone If I find a reason, never letting it go I know what it feels like And it's a hell of a feeling I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control Everything is better if you leave it alone I just keep telling myself I need to stay in control Everything is better if you leave it alone I thought I was ready for the real thing Maybe I don't need a thing just need a minute alone If I find a reason, never letting it go I know what it feels like And it's a hell of a feeling