I don't remember how I was, I just remember you laughing
With the darkest state of mind with all my sanity missing
I come looking in the mirror, just reminds me of you
I had always told I'd never live my life the way you do
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I'm not moving, I'm lifeless as is we are one and the same
This is a feeling I've been living with this curse in your name
Don't mind me
I'm just a person that you left behind thinking that can't see
Curse my name
(Just curse my name)
I'm still living with your consequence
Put our name to shame
All I hear is you
Like a ghost in a wall
Crawling at the surface, waiting for the building to fall
At the end of it all
Where my anxiety sits through
Never saying goodbye, never thinking I have to
Forever I'm lost
Like you're one to me
I wish I never said a damn thing
I thought your hope was in the ground
Pussy just like me
Forever living in the background
Don't mind me
I'm just a person that you left behind thinking that can't see
Curse my name
(Just curse my name)
I'm still living with your consequence
Put our name to shame
Don't mind me
I'm just a person that you left behind thinking that can't see
Curse my name
(Just curse my name)
But you were never really there when I needed you the most
Where were you when I needed you the most?
Your energy, it's not enough to let you go
This is how you left me?
Broken, living with your consequences
Where were you when I needed you the most?
Your energy, it's not enough to let you go
This is how you left me?
Feeling broken, living with regrets
I can't let this go
Put an end
I'll leave my coffin
Put a foot on the grave
Under my skin, lifeless
The way I should be
Lifeless as is we are one and the same