I'm just living a lie
I'm just living to die
Sick, broken, beaten, who am I?
Who am I?
Leech
Deep inside my troubled mind
Lays the thought that I will never be the same
Twisted lies, rot inside
Bury all my thoughts down deep
Through my eyes
Taking for granted everyone around me
I'm just a waste of space
A waste of life eternally
I can see the coward that lives inside of me
Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep
It's not me, I was afraid of you
Useless soul, become unknown
Feeding my disease
Why can't I just fucking break through this pain?
It's killing me
My hands are shaking
You're making fun of me
Behind closed doors
I loose mind
Burdened with
A selfish lie
Smile
Sit back
See how everything gets better
Make sense
Right?
Right?!
30 days I stayed inside
Feeling hopeless I can't decide
So I crawl back into my hole leave me alone
Alone
I can see the coward that lives inside of me
Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep
I can see the coward that lives inside of me
Purge this leech, look at me, buried deep
It's not me, I was afraid of you
Useless soul, become unknown
Feeding my disease