Every morning it's the same routine.
Wake up as someone I don't want to be.
And every night when I try to sleep,
I think what the fuck is wrong with me?
I'm so sorry that I let you down, I know it hurts. I'm the worst,
Fucking person to step foot on this earth. I wish I could,
Talk to you, or at least find the words. Now I've learned,
No matter what I do, I'm digging my own dirt.
Until I reach six feet deep.
I need to die so I can finally breathe.
And even then I wont rest in peace
Cause this pain stretches further than the eye can see.
So here I wait.
Never getting out of this place.
I hope youre happy.
Better off without me.
Over and over,
Again and again its the same fucking thoughts playing inside my head.
Over and over,
Again and again its the same fucking thoughts I just wish I was dead.
I'm just a lost cause that lost touch of who I once was.
Fuck.
With too much on my plate.
Take a bite so you can see how bad depression tastes.
Every morning it's the same routine.
Wake up as someone I don't want to be.
And every night when I try to sleep,
I think what the fuck is wrong with me?
Until I reach six feet deep.
I need to die so I can finally breathe.
And even then I wont rest in peace
Until I reach six feet deep.