I don't even know who I am anymore
Everything about me has changed
It's like my words have been replaced
Fucking rearranged to suit a different face
I am not the same, I am not the same no
Maybe I've gone a little insane
Without a doubt I'm the black cloud
Swallowing this whole town
Everyone's afraid of me now
Maybe it's just me
Something I can't replace
I'll never be the same
Maybe it's just me
The blood on my sheets
So many secrets to keep
Maybe it's just me
The bodies in the streets
Never gave me any relief
Maybe it's just me
That lack of fucking sleep
Why can't I sleep?
What do you count to fall asleep?
What do you count to fall asleep?
Are you counting sheep?
Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me?
What do you count?
What do you count to fall asleep?
Fuck
Now tell me can you tell me
Is it worth this worthlessness?
Really, I'll swallow up the whole world
And then ill digest it
It fucking hurts, everything is hurt
I don't ever sleep and I live on high alert
It fucking hurts, everything is pain
Living like this is fucking inhumane
Maybe it's just me
I want out, I want out
I need motherfucking out
Maybe it's just me
Have you ever stayed awake for 72 hours?
Maybe it's just me
Hahaha, the only thing I'm counting
Are the days before I do it
Maybe it's just me
Bang, bang make my brains hang
Out my fucking skull
What do you count to fall asleep?
What do you count to fall asleep?
Are you counting sheep?
Are you counting all the knives you left in me?
What do you count?
What do you count to fall asleep?
You'll never know what the fuck I've been through
I've been hanging by a thread since my fucking youth
Depressed, suicidal mess
There's no limit too
What the fuck I'm gonna do to you
Fuck
Fuck you and everything you put me through
This is the last anyone will ever hear from you
What do you count to fall asleep?
What do you count to fall asleep?
Are you counting sheep?
Are you counting all the knives you fucking left in me?
What do you fucking count?
What do you fucking count?