So lately I've been crying (I've been crying) Some life winds Blows me left and right (blows me left and right) Am not stable (am not stable) I need some anchor When the going Gets tough (get tough) So lately I've been thinking (I've been thinking) About suicide Suicide (Suicide) Somebody help me now I need some help now Somebody help me now Am about to end my life Somebody help me now Somebody help me now Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah So lately I've been trying To fit in Nobody want me Men I look so dirty Men am so filthy This sh*t is painful This sh*t is painful This sh*t is painful This sh*t is painful This sh*t is painful Oh ooo oh