Another lockdown arrangement got us reeling from the laws and dictations
Got us feeling like we're caught in the Matrix
Hold still when the thoughts have us caged in
Immobile and we in shock, been so anxious
Bone chilling in the zone, illing, been alone building animosity, state of
My top about to drop and the stop to it's dateless
Locked in monotonous phases, got bottles on tables
Of lager and jager, a bottled-up rage
But dodging temptation for toxic sedation
No options to tame it
The response that the brain gives
Is just boggled, I'm taut and evasive
Upshot from the problems I'm facing
Analog to what Janis Joplin, Cobain was
Whatever the weather, see thunderous skies
Pressure excessive and pummels the mind
Direction is nomad, dysfunctional vibe
Evidence so vast my compass declined
Either grab a pint and sip or stride a path of righteousness when it gets deep
Take a final crack at this before my psychiatric slip just puts me to sleep
Don't care whoever dials, yeah, just let it ring
My mind stays running wild, I guess just let it sing
When I come around, all the BS'll cling
Been doing this for a while, I just hope it brings peace
Just hope it brings peace
Just hope it brings peace
No matter how much it gets foul, I just hope I see peace
Just hope I see peace
Just hope I see peace
No matter just where we are now, I just hope I see peace
My grandma is still sick, spent a problem filled Christmas
In hospital visits, inoperable twitch that's
Awful to witness, hardships to sit with, it's obstacles, dizziness
Around the clock in her optical vision
Not optimal living, can't stop with a doctor prescription
Heart rots as I watch how she's fought, put up shots but then just got lost in the distance
It was 2013, after that botched surgery
She got certainly to properly see
Occurred that she just couldn't walk sturdily
Her ocular it seemed a lot worse, believe
Worried me but then she slipped and fell and
Then hit her melon, knocked her and she
Got internal bleeding, but didn't see a doc urgently, so
It's all hurting me, got me shivering since obdurately
She's the first to glean something pure in me
Made me learn to breeze through adversity
So I could journey free, put words to beats so fervently
Turn a leaf, it's for sure indeed
Something to thank her for before the hearse she meets
Can't surmise what the end'll betide
Get wise, mentally devise some designs
To eventually find a divine inner peace inside
Of my sublime sensory revived
Throw these woes to the side
Go leave and mold some gold in a mine
So I foment goals I've honed and strove
I know my only opponent is time
Don't care whoever dials, yeah, just let it ring
My mind stays running wild, I guess just let it sing
When I come around, all the BS'll cling
Been doing this for a while, I just hope it brings peace
Just hope it brings peace
Just hope it brings peace
No matter how much it gets foul, I just hope I see peace
Just hope I see peace
Just hope I see peace
No matter just where we are now, I just hope I see peace