Uh, diaries of a Prozac mind Play hide and seek with my own past, I'm Uneased scribing these, on the notepad's signs Of the anxieties that I hold, that's why I'm up so late with the cold shakes and Feel like my whole frame is broke, backslide In rotations of seeking oasis Trying to locate it, but I won't, that's fine, it's just My mind as it unravels Feeling caged as I wage this battle Yeah, but no pills for me Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep The voices slam down the gavel Loosen your grip as you try to grapple But still, I'm me As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace In the thick of woes, I'm an honest man Trying to stick to roads to the Promised Land But as I sit, I'm thrown in a groggy trance I had addiction sewn in my sonogram So as the friction grows, to dodge the bottle I've ran A wide gauntlet of plans, so haunted I am By the prospects of shambling constantly and Just falling in jams, with the kind of trauma That would prompt him to cans Of the lager, my grandfathers had damage And both had gone and clogged up their glands And landed too soon in a coffin, the hands Been dealt for the bloodline, So instead it helps to just bust rhymes, now calmly I stand When I talk in songs of the problems and rant It's not just some drama for the marketing, man My mind as it unravels Feeling caged as I wage this battle Yeah, but no pills for me Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep The voices slam down the gavel Loosen your grip as you try to grapple But still, I'm me As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace My cardiac has been awfully sick To the point as far as rap, feel like calling it quits I can't take all the fraudulent shit In this landscape where the odds are against The authentic making artistry live And all friendships are facades for the biz That could all end quick when the politics switch So my spark in this, it's starting to dip This one thing that's kept me going supports less I'm more pressed, the emotion is more vexed There's regrets that he hold in the cortex But if I left, how would he cope when there's more stress? My mind as it unravels Feeling caged as I wage this battle Yeah, but no pills for me Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep The voices slam down the gavel Loosen your grip as you try to grapple But still, I'm me As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace