Uh, diaries of a Prozac mind
Play hide and seek with my own past, I'm
Uneased scribing these, on the notepad's signs
Of the anxieties that I hold, that's why
I'm up so late with the cold shakes and
Feel like my whole frame is broke, backslide
In rotations of seeking oasis
Trying to locate it, but I won't, that's fine, it's just
My mind as it unravels
Feeling caged as I wage this battle
Yeah, but no pills for me
Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep
The voices slam down the gavel
Loosen your grip as you try to grapple
But still, I'm me
As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace
In the thick of woes, I'm an honest man
Trying to stick to roads to the Promised Land
But as I sit, I'm thrown in a groggy trance
I had addiction sewn in my sonogram
So as the friction grows, to dodge the bottle I've ran
A wide gauntlet of plans, so haunted I am
By the prospects of shambling constantly and
Just falling in jams, with the kind of trauma
That would prompt him to cans
Of the lager, my grandfathers had damage
And both had gone and clogged up their glands
And landed too soon in a coffin, the hands
Been dealt for the bloodline,
So instead it helps to just bust rhymes, now calmly I stand
When I talk in songs of the problems and rant
It's not just some drama for the marketing, man
My mind as it unravels
Feeling caged as I wage this battle
Yeah, but no pills for me
Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep
The voices slam down the gavel
Loosen your grip as you try to grapple
But still, I'm me
As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace
My cardiac has been awfully sick
To the point as far as rap, feel like calling it quits
I can't take all the fraudulent shit
In this landscape where the odds are against
The authentic making artistry live
And all friendships are facades for the biz
That could all end quick when the politics switch
So my spark in this, it's starting to dip
This one thing that's kept me going supports less
I'm more pressed, the emotion is more vexed
There's regrets that he hold in the cortex
But if I left, how would he cope when there's more stress?
My mind as it unravels
Feeling caged as I wage this battle
Yeah, but no pills for me
Don't wanna cope through a dose though I'd kill for sleep
The voices slam down the gavel
Loosen your grip as you try to grapple
But still, I'm me
As I'm running through this race, I'd kill for peace