Turn my voice up Right here Why I treat my brother like he ain't my only brother? Why I gotta treat my manager like I'm above her? Why I gotta get so intimate with all my lovers? Why I gotta cheat and make her question if I love her? Why am I so flawed? Why am I so skeptical of God? Why do I pretend like I didn't see it when I saw it? Why am I so bold to double back when I've been caught? Why am I not the superhero I thought? Or is it perfect as these diamonds I bought? When did I start texting so dry? When did I become this type of a guy? When did the texts you send me stopped getting replies? What if things don't turn out how I planned 'em? I wanna be more than just a random What if all these people in my life go Danny Phantom? I'm sick of down to earth, I wanna throw tantrums I'm sick of these lil' raps, I wanna make anthems You feel me? It's either you or it's my schedule, y'all both can't be demanding I keep you under wraps, you told your mom it's for my branding I hope she's understanding What if I don't meet the expectations? What if I don't reach my destination? What if I don't live up to the hype despite all my dedication? Why you think I'm scared to take vacations? What am I supposed to do? Assume her accusations aren't true because I'm close to you? Who should I believe? Is it her? Just 'cause it happens so commonly The masses never heard your boy rapping so honestly What makes you think I'd rather have backpackers applauding me? Why do I feel I need approval from all my skeptics When I fill arenas up with a passionate following? When that's actually all I need? But what if they stop caring 'bout me? What if they stop swearing by me? What if they stop riding for me How they used to do before I was in front of everybody? What if they went and found some new kid that got a air about him? How many people in this town follow my whereabouts? What would I say with the barrel aimed at me, staring down it? I rep the state, but do they care 'bout me in Barren County?