I am poured out like water
My tongue cleaveth to my jaw
But still I ain't getting much better at leaving well enough alone
And I have crawled through the valley of the shadow
And come out swinging on the other side
Injecting the words into the marrow
Of this utterly useless human life
Feeding off of all my insecurities
Feeding off all I've done
Feeding off all my inabilities
Feeding off of what's gone wrong
I am ominous
I am built for war
I am the very thing you fear
I am omnipotent
A higher breed of the ever evolving human state
And I have crawled right out of this pit of fire and brimstone
But still I ain't getting much better at leaving well enough alone
Flying closer to my own sun
Falling further from everyone
In my indulgence I've become
A slave to my mind I've succumbed!
Death! Despare!
So much violence so much fear!
Feeding off of all my insecurities (Killin myself again)
Feeding off all I've done (Hating myself again)
Feeding off all my inabilities (Invective indulgence)
Feeding off of what's gone wrong (Defective divulgence)