I always feared the isolation until it came around
Every word that strangled me suddenly unwound
Never thought I'd even question
Or be the one to argue without even a clue
Oh how little that I knew
But as the vision cleared away I lost my will to talk
Lost my sense of direction
Lost my will to walk
Sirens turned to silence
Faces turned to stone
Before I even knew
I was crawling back to you
All this time I've had one foot in heaven, the other in hell
I'll be fine with one foot in heaven, the other in hell
As I reached the shore everything came back to life
The voices of comfort
The will to survive
Realization of my weakness building up inside
Without even a clue
Oh how little that I knew
With every step I counted
With every breath I took
Came the fear of isolation
Came the fear of losing it all
What I thought belonged to me
Ended up owning me
Next thing that I knew
I was crawling back to you
All this time I've had one foot in heaven, the other in hell
Now I know
That I've always been the best
I've always been the best of me