Pay attention to what's right in front of you, it's the only thing that's real Watch me struggle with success I got everything I wanted And I'm still not happy yet Younger me would ask what's wrong Now you treat me like a god or something Fuck like I ain't flawed or nothing Speak like I'm a fraud just bluffing Live for the applause so when you Think you're on to something Neck deep in frozen water Is it worth confronting? 'Cause now my name defines my worth And it's so disgusting The weight of guilt I taught her So how could you love me? I've only made you cry in return You're heaven to touch I've never been one to contradict myself But I like you too much They say the devil's the prettiest in hell That's just my luck You say I'm trapped by my own perspective This isn't love I came from poison and immer Sending out an S.O.S. though I doubt anybody gives a shit about what I'm singing for Walking like a drunken mess through the house there's nobody else around knock the table over If I weren't meant to take acid why the hell would it give me all the answers I was looking for? Everything I know is made of plastic so watch as I melt through the floor Think you're on to something Neck deep in frozen water Is it worth confronting? 'Cause now my name defines my worth And it's so disgusting The weight of guilt I taught her So how could you love me? I've only made you cry in return No se por que estas gritando No creo que me ames Dices "no me entiendes y me duele" No se por que estas gritando No creo que me ames Dices "no me entiendes" Watch me Stumble out of bed I missed therapy today Did you mean it when you said That you found me way too late? I'm entangled in your poison ivy Roses cling to me By my neck but I can take it try me Kiss me where I bleed Neck deep in frozen water 'Cause now my name defines my worth And it's so disgusting The weight of guilt I taught her So how could you love me? I've only made you cry in return