Imma just get going
The uber's here and you're crying an ocean
I know I fucked up again
I sabatoge
You're not the first to notice
I can't love you
Cause I don't love me
This baggage I carry
Making me buckle my knees
And all it took was
Just one bad breakup
To make everyone a fucking suspect
I'd rather make myself hate you now
Than to go through that again
There are a million better ways
That I could handle things
But I would rather drink
And spiral, till I don't know what's real
Go numb to the things that I feel ooh
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
And I don't care, I don't care
Ignorance is bliss
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
I'm losing my patience
I've become a slave to expectations
Music been my mission
But failure got me losing my religion
I can't trust you
Cause I don't trust me
I bought into lies
I was dumb to believe
I gave up friendships
I did some things
I'm afraid to mention
But every year that
I do not get it
I dig deeper into
Self-destruction
Yeah
There are a million better ways
That I could handle things
But I would rather drink
And spiral, till I don't know what's real
Go numb to the things that I feel ooh
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
And I don't care, I don't care
Ignorance is bliss
I go, I, I go down
Going down down down
Going down
Going down down down
Going down
Going down down down
Going down
Going down down down
Going down
Going down down down
Crashing and burning, swirling
Swimming as hard as I can
But going nowhere but down
Into that black abyss
Helpless, in a pythons grip
Waiting to be ingested
By the deep