I've been deceived
By who I say I trust
I've been relieved by the ones
Who want nothing but my guts
Discreet agony is something of direct certainty
So release ambition and lay yourself back to sleep
Staple my eyes closed
So I can't see what I chose
Cause there's no reason anymore
Please break all of my bones
So I can't feel my world
They have slowly injected poison into
My fragile body leaving me empty
Now so apparently you can see me start to bleed
Anguish eternally will be the death of me
I'm losing everything
I'm losing all my sleep someone please help me
It keeps me sane, but I feel the pain it's such a deadly chain
I feel so high then I wanna die, I question everything
My head is dead and my mind is lead by everything said
My head is dead and my mind is lead by everything they said
Staring death in the face is something so comforting
It's got this mind twisting all of my reality
Always living in this pain is just starting to drain everything
That occupies my brain
Now my being starts to fade
Who'd thought it be this way
I never thought I'd live a life of gloomy misery