It began so tense and acrid You met my gaze greased in conflict and The color of Mars Laid foul tongues on me with traitor's eyes Poured poison in my ears with murder in your mouth You've become the lie you wanted Others to believe I cannot trust that you will let Go and I cannot Reconcile with myself I thought there would be stars but we are truly abandoned The feeling is dire, urgent and sinking Sinking and deserted, deserted and sad The dawn, blue as flame, crosses me and The stars fall once more I cannot breathe, I have no lips No teeth, no vision Troubled, wide awake and calm I feel so strange this time It's not the same as it was I let the pain have its way We've come to the third part of night A single night as long as 100 years We both mourn I mourn for what has been You mourn for what has yet to come Sleep now, you black eyed pig And fall into a Deep pit filled with ghosts To you, I am naught To you, I am not Without you, I am just a shadow I quiet the mind ... and now beings the impossible task of Trying to forget Try to forget