A surge of pain Runs through my body like fire I feel absolution within each step Carry me like the angels did When I was born For my feet they drag Tons and tons of guilt Haunted by the things I've done Haunted by the things I've done 30 days and I'll be alright That's all I need Says everyone (I can't pretend anymore) I can't pretend anymore 30 days and I'll be alright That's all I need Says everyone (I can't pretend) I can't pretend I'm afraid of holding onto nothing I'm afraid of holding onto nothing This is fear It takes a lot of heart To leave dead things behind It takes a lot of heart To leave dead things behind 30 days and I'll be alright That's all I need Says everyone (I can't pretend anymore) I can't pretend anymore 30 days and I'll be alright That's all I need says everyone (I can't pretend) I can't pretend I'm afraid of holding onto nothing I'm afraid of holding onto nothing This is fear I can't pretend I can't pretend