Suddenly it occurs to me it's not the way it used to be Back when we were seventeen We were both so alive Somewhere deep inside of me I know you're not the enemy We were just recovering It's always not black and white It's not the first time Not the first time Not the first time We weren't ok It's not the first time Not the first time Not the first time We found a way Suddenly it occurs to me All of the things we couldn't see Back when we were seventeen We were both scared and blind Somewhere deep inside of me I know that there's a missing piece And even through the suffering There's more to life than being right It's not the first time Not the first time Not the first time We weren't ok It's not the first time Not the first time Not the first time We found a way We found a way We found a way Found a way Found a way Found a way