I feel better when I'm alone
You respond with "I told you so,"
And on so it goes
Heavy eyes when you go to work
Stomach screaming beneath your shirt
How much more of this now?
I go home and I just bang my head
I go home and think about nothing
But I got tired of things feeling so loud
Not everything is terrible, the silence keeps me close to the ground
What does it feel like now?
But I got tired of things feeling so loud
Put down the phone it's time to go now
Complex rhythms that make you hurt
Bleeding out in the form of words
Calm down over there
Can't grow old with a cloudy mind
You're immortal if you can be kind
Death fears the adored
You can't touch me when I'm all alone
You can't touch what's in my head
But I got tired of things feeling so loud
My god, life can be terrible when you're the one who burns it all down
What does it feel like now?
But I got tired of things feeling so loud
So hard to know when it feels like home
I feel fine even if I waste my life