Do you ever think of your child hanging Above our heads with the devil laughing Or was that something that you were hoping These lies you carry to fake yourself coping Let's take a little trip down memory lane Torture I dealt with all the mental pain All feelings they had go down the drain See you happy while I stand in the rain Some say there's a place beyond our grave Some say it's a town all the way in space Where forever you can stay safe Forever to ride the water waves Some say there's a place beyond our grave Some say it's a town all the way in space Where forever you can stay safe Forever to ride the water waves Let me put on my nice suit So I look good for all the youth Put on makeup to look damn cute Can't wait to end all disputes I want to make sure this is right That it is my time to see the light That I was never going to be a knight Or am I here to put out what I write Some say there's a place beyond our grave Some say it's a town all the way in space Where forever you can stay safe Forever to ride the water waves Some say there's a place beyond our grave Some say it's a town all the way in space Where forever you can stay safe Forever to ride the water waves I ain't happy of my choices I can't stop any of the voices Everything I do is pointless All my guilt is endless