I am living like a dead man. I've been holding these memories for far too long. And I'm just thinking that I'm just so over it. I've been just waiting and waiting these words, you gave me the strength to embrace this world. I can't believe that this is everything you put in my mind. We gave everything, and I didn't want to see. You made me the man that I am today; you put the colors in my "black and white" world.