Wait for a day when you're not relevant to the past I'm playing, I'm playing And it's not a game when you know that your chances are slim For winning, you're winning In all honesty you are undercutting everybody Lean on the door you're the easy find they're looking for In all honesty you're a mess In my mind I guess I am a volunteer The scientist in you is resting except something's wrong And everyone around our table, in hushed voices says 'It's too late, she's already gone' Yes it's a shame but you're missing the point I am fine Reliving, reliving And yes I'm ashamed but the milestone is wandering far And I'm running, still running Matter of fact you're the bible with a violent impact Matter of fact you are blind In my mind I guess I am a volunteer Here out of choice In my mind I guess I am a volunteer Screaming with no voice My spade is heavy lord I cannot dig anymore I'm in for another win, pick up your cards off the floor And I'm feeling the pull to the door, to the door To the draw In my mind I guess I am a volunteer In my mind I guess I am a volunteer