How would you feel,
If I ever said that I'm never getting better?
And how would you feel,
If I ever said that I'm under the weather?
I'm hanging on a thread, tugging on the rope,
I've got some feelings that I can not cope,
Will you ever catch me if I ever fall,
I'll never stop because I want it all,
Life will never be the same since I was young,
I tell my demons to leave but it never does,
I feel like I'm on the tip, like it's onto my tongue,
I'm never feeling hyper, like I'm on a buzz,
I feel like I'm on the brink, and I can not think,
Like my family trees about to go extinct,
It doesn't make sense, and it all needs to link,
I don't want to find the bottom in another drink,
Am I really sick? Am I onto the flu?
But this medications gonna have to do,
Don't know what's false, or what is true,
Do all these comments really want me to lose?
But I'll never do, I will get it through,
I will always win, like I always do,
But I do get sad, that part is true,
But whenever I'm lonely I just think of you,
Because you are always there for me,
You're my healing potion, you're my ecstasy,
You gave me purpose, a part of me,
It feels like I just want to stay and see what your gonna be,
Oh, what's gonna happen next,
And put my souls up for the test,
And I know I just can not rest yet,
Cause my emotions are catching up to my neck,
And they would leave me out, inside the cold,
If you're the sword and then I am the stone,
I grow a smile when you pop on my phone,
And you're my drug, you're my antidote,
Then tell me why do we have to grow older,
And tell me why is this world growing colder,
I'm feeling low and I've lost control and
I'm losing hope but you're my antidote,
If you live inside my mind, you wouldn't last a week,
Feel like I'm on the verge, like I'm always on the brink,
And I know that I would break down, lost in emotion,
Tears keep falling, gonna cry myself an ocean,
Don't let me sink right into the deep,
Like it's getting slippery and it's getting steep,
It'll be to the point that I can not sleep,
Not the kind of person that I wanted to be,
And I will keep going and I'll keep on trying,
Cause just for you and all the tears that I'm crying,
Till I grow some wings, in the air I'm flying,
I will be the best because I'll be defying,
I'm so sorry for the commotion I'm making,
I try to run away but my heart keep on pacing,
I'm so scared of all the scars that I'm facing,
I've had enough of the ghosts that I keep chasing,
And they would leave me out, inside the cold,
If you're the sword and then I am the stone,
I grow a smile when you pop on my phone,
And you're my drug, you're my antidote,
Then tell me why do we have to grow older,
And tell me why is this world growing colder,
I'm feeling low and I've lost control and
I'm losing hope but you're my antidote,