Ya tell me that it's gonna be okay
Okay? I'm still fucked up
Try to help me, asking me to obey
Oh hey! You're a dumb fuck
Don't say that you're here for me
Cuz it won't take away the pain appears to be
A fearsome beast, in tears I speak
Hear my please and leave me alone
I've been lost for ages
Nobody paid attention then
Now I found my way
Now they all say that they're my friends
Now you're just a stranger
You can't play inside my head
You can't make me stay
I want it all to end
I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness
There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less
I would rather drown in negativity
Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity
"I'm here for you", no you're not
You don't fucking know what it's like in my thoughts
You might just get shot, you might just unlock
My bite cuz I've got two fangs ready or not
Ya like that? When I push you around
Cuz I fight back when you try to help me ground
I'm not safe or sound, I hate when you're around
You make me scream loud I fucking hate you now!
I've been lost for ages
Nobody paid attention then
Now I found my way
Now they all say that they're my friends
Now you're just a stranger
You can't play inside my head
You can't make me stay
I want it all to end
I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness
There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less
I would rather drown in negativity
Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity
Envy you hide, your greed and your poison
It's starting to leak through the cracks in your lies
I saw your face, your eyes full of anguish
And now you can't break me I ripped your disguise
I will suffer, I will feel the hopelessness
There's no silver lining that could make it hurt me less
I would rather drown in negativity
Than be poisoned by your toxic positivity