There's a beast in me
Pent up shivering
I can kill it with a quick fix
Or use it creatively
Help it find a way out
Through the hands and mouth
If I run to the knife every time I snap I feel good then dead
It's like a nightmare where I cannot scream
These fantasies aren't as pleasing as they used to be
Facing the misery of this indulgence
Running on empty needing healing, healing
So please
Protect me
From demons
America anonymous
Even if the pain's so strong
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Got a feel good knife
Let me forget life
Make it all seem fine
But deep down I'm wrecked inside
Never coming to terms with these deadly words
That I've uttered to myself
Under my own breath
Im on the run again
Sprawled out on the ground no adrenaline
My mind is far from homeostasis
Cause I've been chasing highs when my eyelids
Are heavy and I need some healing, healing
So please
Protect me
From demons
America anonymous
Even if the pain's so strong
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
I should be high on the sky not my phone light
Swipe by
Miss my life
Dorian grey style
I should be high on the sky not my phone light
I won't be
A slave to these
Vices head down in line blending to nothing
So please
Protect me
From demons
America anonymous
Even if the pain's so strong
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous
Keep me conscious
America anonymous