I've seen a lot of people fail from a lack of faith
But I just knew my best teacher was my last mistake
My momma said to have a strong heart it has to break
And if it does just keep it pushing like you bagging weight
Even when I'm on a crooked path that's hard to navigate
I'm acting straight
Never thought our friendship had a Casper fate
Wish I had some glasses that could help me see right past the fake
When I can't differentiate the good and bad I gravitate
Made this on a lonely night when I was half awake
Thinking bout how life is like a class I'll never graduate
Showing off the traumas that I swallowed like a rattlesnake
Cuz all my favorite songs are when pain and passion collaborate
And I met a girl that can bring me back to my happy place
When I can't muster up as much energy as the laughter takes
I pray the love in our river never evaporates
If I don't have my other half then I ain't half as great
Smoking shatter to evacuate this fragile state
Feel like I got no family I know my dad relates
And I been spending Saturdays in the saddest way
Trying to find my shot Shane Battier
But I ain't never have a J
So this the only I'm paying Sally Mae back
My brother down another 8 racks
But he know I got him covered like a fucking wave cap
I know we all live with regrets
All living in debt
Wish I could go to the past
And switch up a step
The path to success
An infinite trek
Just can't figure out what's left
Like there's crick in my neck
And the difference between me and you is imma get my respect
Even if it takes some reloading like I was hitting refresh
And if you against us we consider you an imminent threat
Ain't no sympathy for them niggas
They would pity me less and that's real
The greatest rapper in my state's how I definitely feel
But that would be the case for any nigga possessing my will
I'd take a blade for my nigga 'fore I let him be killed
Trynna get some places for my niggas in Beverley Hills
But as of lately all I see is my deficit build
I let it go like Dennis Schroeder with 70 mil
A lot of niggas left behind cuz they left in a deal
Momma's treasure just died with a chest full of pills
Babygirl let me take your hand
I know you tired of that song
And the same old dance with that nigga
Don't take no chance with that nigga
I'm right here waiting
Granny always told me that life takes patience
So we ain't gotta fuck we can have a conversation
Had you locked up then I forgot the combination
High on drugs and frustration bae
I don't know I don't know
I don't know how to love you no more
Used to be strong enough for us both
Now I'm only strong enough to let go