'Cause you love
I tell myself like every time I look above
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
And now I can't go
You holding all these feelings, I can't let it go
'Cause I can't seem to look at you the same, no
'Cause I can't seem to look at you the same, no
Because
Yeah, and you can't even understand
Life is a game and I don't feel like playin'
All of the love that I get is just fake
Searching for dreams but it's hard to explain it
What is the meaning of myself without you
I'm so co-dependent, that I'm going downhill
I'm watching the blood drippin' down from the fountain
The place where we met, now I feel like I'm drownin'
I can't live alone, not on my own
Wasted the time that we had, now you're ghost
I do not know, I cannot cope
I take the pill to decide where I go
I need support but keep it on the low
You hurt me, I'm bleeding, dying out slow
Where do I go, where do I go
My lack of joy, it equates to my hope
'Cause you love
I tell myself like every time I look above
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
And now I can't go
You holding all these feelings, I can't let it go
'Cause I can't seem to look at you the same, no
'Cause I can't seem to look at you the same, no
Because
You tell me to move on, don't think I can lately
But lately, I feel like my energy's fading
I fell to a depth, and I'm stuck here just waiting
Like someone will come all this way just to save me
I know that I'm crazy but only a little bit
I'm so depleted, I wanna get intimate
I'm so defeated, don't wanna get into it
I'm so extremely upset, that it's sinking in
Deal with some issues like everyone else
But sometimes I think I'm alone, I need help
I couldn't love you nor love my own self
I need to start to address mental health
Nevermind, fuck it, I'm already bored
Come watch the show, we got demons and more
Cuts and bruises you cannot ignore
Papers and notes while I lay on the floor
'Cause you love
I tell myself like every time I look above
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
'Cause I can't seem to hold you tight and feel loved
And now I can't