Tell me what to take
To forget your name
Every drug I take
Shows me I can't run
But I need a way
To escape the pain
Prescription strength
Get me through the day
Told myself I'd wait
Thought it all would fade
Two years too late
Two months felt too soon
Now I'll never say
What I should have that day
Knowing you slipped away
And now I deal with heartbreak
Daydreams turn to nightmares
Fuck up my sleep
No break from the things that haunt me
Scrolling through my saved songs
Looking for peace
But these bring back memories
Skipping sad songs and sad feelings
Cause I don't want a reason to pity me
Driving all night with these demons
Singing every happy song hoping they speak to me
And I say I'm alright
And I'll try to mean it
Say it ten more times
And maybe I'll believe it
Cardiac arrest
Like my heart is exploding
Pumping out my chest
Hurting for seconds with you
And I try my best
Not to be ruled by emotion
Take another deep breath
Rationalize it away
I'm forced to do this daily
You're always around
And I can't move on
I'm chained to moments I got wrong
I'm chained to moments I got wrong
Daydreams turn to nightmares
Fuck up my sleep
No break from the things that haunt me
Scrolling through my saved songs
Looking for peace
But these bring back memories
Skipping sad songs and sad feelings
Cause I don't want a reason to pity me
Driving all night with these demons
Singing every happy song hoping they speak to me
And I say I'm alright
And I'll try to mean it
Say it ten more times
And maybe I'll believe it
Something is wrong with me
Smiling got heavy
I've been bound by the weight of missing you
Mind is filled with the
Fantasies of you
Close my eyes just to see what could have been
Say that I'm alright
And I'll try to mean it
Say it ten more times
When will I believe it
Skipping sad songs and sad feelings
Cause I don't want a reason to pity me
Driving all night with these demons
Singing every happy song hoping they speak to me
And I say I'm alright
And I'll try to mean it
Say it ten more times
And maybe I'll believe it