Bottomed out on the first day
Of the second week of this year
In the kitchen in my house with my mom
And it ended with tears
And I'm not proud of the person that I am anymore
And I don't believe in anything quite like I did before
And the universe doesn't know the reasons why I
Stay paralyzed
Like I don't understand the reasons for the things
That happen inside my mind
And I've been getting worse and now I know that I'll
Disintegrate with time
I'm skipping church 'cause they shouldn't have to bear this
Heavy burden of mine
So, can I disappear yet?
Can I disappear yet?
Could I just play dead?
What drug could I take to forget?
Can I disappear yet?
Can I disappear yet?
Could I just play dead?
What drug could I take to forget?
To forget
To forget
To forget
To forget
To forget
To forget
I want to forget
I want to forget
All of it