Oh god make me pure
Cleanse my soul and joie de vivre restore to us all
I'm not asking
I'm sure
I know that I want it
I swear
I'm not fucking around
I am straight faced and scowling and
Spitting out words from my core
I can't figure it out
I thought that I had it
I felt it like static
It burnt when I grabbed it
I swear that I had it
Easy like the drinks I swallow
Cuz baby I've got no path to follow
I just want to feel it again
The pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
I wanted to hear it again
The sound of a crowd cheering we're on the mend
I wanted to feel it it again
Everything feels so uncertain
Yet habit, goddamnit, is standing its petulant ground
It's ok sweetie, it's easy,
Believe me
God help me out
I'm devout-ly
Trying to be what I thought that I'd be with no doubt
I see it fade so easy
Easy, fuck
It's not easy, fuck
I wanted to feel it again the pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
And I thought that I'd see it again
The bright eyed and wandering gaze towards a distant gold place where it's
Easy like the drinks I swallow
Cuz lately, it feels like trash... is to follow
I just want to feel it again
The pulse of a heartbeat like life never ends
I wanted to see it again
The ground beneath right where I stand
I wanted to feel it again
I can't stop losing the rhythm
I can't keep on falling to pieces and
Gritting my teeth
I keep hold of the rhythm
I slip into cycles I wish it would end