And now I know
And now
Finding ways outta the whole thing
You not good at handlin' emotion
I don't wanna feel like it was just me, baby
You the reason I've been sippin' codeine
I've been mixin' drugs like they were potions
Swear I should've listened to the homies
Everybody told me you would drive me crazy
Now I gotta pick up where you broke me
And I do, I pay for it
I block you when you're callin'
And I can't take no fake love from you, sorry, I don't want it
It's crazy your friends want me
And I fucked up for fallin'
Now I take drugs to get you off my mind when I get lonely
Should've took ya for it when you showed me
Couldn't dodge a bullet with this whole thing
I guess this is how I end up paying for it
I just wanna wake up from this cold dream
Finding ways outta the whole thing
You not good at handlin' emotion
I don't wanna feel like it was just me, baby
You the reason I've been sippin' codeine
I've been mixin' drugs like they were potions
Swear I should've listened to the homies
Everybody told me you would drive me crazy
Now I gotta pick up where you broke me
And now I'm stuck here stalling
And who's to know who you've gone to?
Now I take drugs to get you out my mind
'Cause you're not for me
Get outta my head, don't ever call me
You wished I was dead, that one was all me
If I fucked your friends, you did the same shit you'd do
You'd tell the world that I was awful
Now I disappear and it's a problem
Like you really left me any options
It's drivin' me crazy that I'm way too used to it all
I always knew you were never all in
Finding ways outta the whole thing
You not good at handlin' emotion
I don't wanna feel like it was just me, baby
You the reason I've been sippin' codeine
I've been mixin' drugs like they were potions
Swear I should've listened to the homies
Everybody told me you would drive me crazy
Now I gotta pick up where you broke me